Another notification from you

I haven’t talked to you in an embarrassingly long time

I think we both know why the communication has been one way

Though my enthusiasm has dwindled, your assertion has not

You still invite me to all the parties, but I’d rather stay home

Wrapped up in my comfortable delusion that everything is ok

Watching the program that depicts what could be

Connecting with the same people who are doing the same thing

Soothing to the point of paralysis, not really seeing the point of analysis

Sometimes I  feel a tug but instead of paying attention, I just pull back