…And I tried to say the right thing, I really did.

I searched far and wide to find where you hid.

I only stopped because I realize I can’t save you

My constant pursuit only fuel the destructive things you do

I’m not strong enough to be your hero, a damsel in distress

The closer I get, the more you hunger for pity in your mess

My heart aches for you to stand up and take some control

To stop trying to fit all these square pegs in your circle role

My love I am your support not your enforcer

And when you climb out of your grave I’ll be your endorser

I stand above reaching down to help you up

But if you expect me to stoop, you’ll have no such luck

I cannot sacrifice myself to join your company, or lack thereof

For myself and for you, I say this with love